Saturday, August 14, 2004
hai sick lar. so terrible.. flu fever cough and sore throat wads the problem mann. hmmm now doing research then go study le.. yeah.. wads wrong with you enshao? saying guides suck? at least we apologise when we did sth wrong.. unlike your redcross fellowship made a guide fell and twist her ankle like a chicken run away. you all are some kind o f medic.. yet run away like that how can? sorry if i offended anyone.. just trying to be fair here. sorry if we did ya anythin wrong kaes.. ya.. today going to get promoted but i sick lehh. hais.. dunno larhh. hor.. i miss my families. yeaa..dunno bah.. i dun like #9 lorh he just a friend and a brother.. he used to be someone i can depend on.. not anymore bah.. hai.. i dunno.. sadd.
mixueLOVESyou Saturday, August 14, 2004
Friday, August 13, 2004
ooo~ i got promoted to PL(patrol leader) of oriole patrol yea. hahh getting gold award tml bahh. hahahx. got barbercue!! for enrolment service not badd sia..` haha. hmm chatting with sir rave now. yea..i and alicia and jia ying went to do office work cip hours today kinda fun the madams there are fun.. and nicee~ yea then today kuan wei sit beside me in class then yi qian say sit there and sit permanantly hahha she wants to sit with laychyi. hhaa sit with kw ok larhh. just crapp.. then tok abt his steaddy pom pi pi hahax. yeah.. i miss my families.. aww.. i can't wait for tml! hahah this morning sec1s to sec3s got scolding from MR PC LIM OUR VICE PRINCIPLE AKA DISCIPLINE MASTER... that our school is getting worst.. then later he scold so long lorrhh leg so painful.. then he call for all student leaders lehh. kanna again scolding this time worst uniform checking wah!! heng lucky i wear long socks today dunno why. hahax. lidat ba.. oh yea.. i keep reminding everybody my burfday and its still a mth away.. ahhmm lidat ba.. tml then i update more kaes? today kinda unwell.. sick.. yea..throat swollen.. arh!!! miss ya peeps...i want the world to know how much you all meant to me..
for the ndp people..
if i knew it wwould be the last time, i did hear your voice lifted up in praise. i would video tape each action and word so that i could replay it back day by day. if i knew it would be the last time, i would spare an extra minute of two to stop and say "i love you", instead of assuming that you know i do. if i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day, but i am sure you will have many more so i can just let this one slip away. Tml is not a promise to anyone young and old alike, and today may be the last chance you get yo hold your loved ones tight. so if you are waiting for tomorrow why not do it today? for if tml nv comes, you'll surely regret the day. that you didn't take tat extra time for a smile a hug a kiss and you were too busy to grant someone, what turned out to be their last wish. so tell them how much you love them and that you'll always hold them dear..
mixueLOVESyou Friday, August 13, 2004
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
yea.. okie. today was kinda alrite! yea.. din.cry le larhh hahha okies ((: erm.. today no bio cos mc chow never come.. then.. english period was like wasting time.. cos she din want us to do much stuff either.. yea.. laychyi minyi yiye went to national camp.. the class damn diamx..hahha not so noisy... miss lee say when we very quiet we all quite cute.. yea.. unusual. guess wad? i was walking to the toilet i tok to chin teck half way walking.. then i hit sth on the rail along the corridor heng jie the books and files all dropped right to the first floor everybody was like MICHELLE!! then i say okok i go pick up.. ya larhh.. in the end forget go toilet.. haha..oh at the auditorium.. chinteck and gang sat beside me and joanne.. yeah.. we are the only two girls in that row.. hahha.. then chinteck keep cracking jokes.. then i and jo keep laughing non-stop.. until there were tears in my eyes. yea.. anyway the dances were grt.. love it man..
later went to take the WAGGGS test larhh. super irritating// we practicallydid it open book.. then.. i went off first.. cos got tuition.. then mum called..she say so late le.. take taxi.. then i take lorhh haha $5 onli.. cheaap. hahx. then.. on the taxi did my tuition hwk.. lucky me arh. went into class.. Michelle got do hmk? yea.. i proudly show my work to her.. then she say very good.. hahahx. i was like diao -.-" hahha oohh.. yea.. i bbeetta get going.. hmm tml wun be online at all..cos got tuition till 9.30 pm.. yea...
I MISS ALL OF YOU LARHH!!! MUACKKKKKKKK FRIENDSS FOREVER!!
mixueLOVESyou Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
090804 the day that we strive hard for. the day we work together as a contigent..for our nation. thats the day we haf to part yet we stay strong cherishing all the time we had together. songs sang, smiles appear, tears dropped, cheers appaluse, laughter came. fireworks appeared.
its ok we shall meet agn on the 5th sept!! haha at wild wild wet.. celebrate my birthday ma!! haha see you babes there..hais..
i dunno. i was the one started crying ba. then i hugged onto cherlyn and cried worrst.. she also cried felt so guilty. yea.. then later on i couldn't stop.. cos.. i realy cherish all of them together.. yea? sir rave larhh still say wad.. last time tok to us.. then he was just lyke a dad to us larh.. he been taking care of us so many months.. protecting us.. then always call me kay po.. make me happy by teasing me.. now no more person will cheer me up so easily like how he did lorhh. anyway thanks.. the happy moments will be remembered for as long as i lived. even now while i am typing i am crying i also dunno why.. yesterday nite.. when my monkey family dropped at aljunied.. i cried. they didn't see.. they left.. my ndp family also went.. hais. i duno how to describe almost everybody in guides was crying then before entering for the big day i and nora hugged each other so tight.. we didn't want to go in as once we are in we will be separated once we come out yes.ragini came wiping my tears for me.. saying i shouldn't cry but when janice and her wipe my tears the worst i felt.. i just cried even more.. cos.. i will never know when we will be togetther agn. ba. yea. i really miss them even now.. liz hugged me too.. i hugged lots of the other guides.. yea.. we even told each other not to cry.. then we still continue crying.. madam and YA (young adults) alsostarted crying.. sir rave try to hit me.. ask me dun cry.. i cannot lorhh..cos i love all of them alot. i dun care... no matter wad i will rmb everything about today now and ever.. after the whole thing.. i run into the metal barrier got hit right through my body.. kinda hurt alot.. 2 red cross girls came to help me cos i screamed in pain.. then they help me out.. kexin was also there.. she held my hand.. so tight.. asking if i am ok.. then cherlyn came along.. we hold hands so tight.. cos i knew she knew we will never get to hold each other so long so tight again. while going to the bus.. liz cherlyn and kexin keep singing the i love you song esp for me.. thanks darlinggs. i love you too. yea..i dunno.. so confused.. i came home crying slept crying.. now even typing oso cry.. too emotional ba? i dunno.. hais..
durga i hope you are ok.. i swear if i ever know which red cross guy pushed you down.. and run away.. leaving you injured with a twisted ankle.. i will scream that person head off.. yea.. sorry i wasn't there for you.. i hope you get well soon.. yea..
i dunon larh.. my heart is wrenching right now..i really love them.. its evenworst then just a minor break up.. cause this 2 family of mine.. namely cherlyn,kexin,nora,yiyln,grace,liz,janice,ragini,deepa,durga,huimin,
kit,meifung,gina,joohui,charmaine.. thanks for bringing back the real michelle into life.. enjoying everymoments she had in guides and ndp.. bringing the courage back to be more confident and let my joy and laughter to be shared ard..
before marching in.. we sang songs.. cheerred i never.. cos i was observing the happiness we have for the very last time.. yea..
i look at him* ya..while my tears dropped.. i realise he was someone that i really treasured as a good friend and a confider in me.. someone i trusted though for such a short time i knew him.. thanks..
ndp power rocks!
sorry made you worried yesterday nite.. sorry kaes.. u takkaire ba.. dun fall and injured yourself agn.. ya..thnks.. * mayb we will break the rule one day..maybe.. haha..* thanks brudder..
i love you all. missin u.
-lingg`
mixueLOVESyou Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Sunday, August 08, 2004
hmm mum's back!! i woke up in the morning and the first thing i did was ransack her baggs. hhaa.. not go hug her.. but i did larhh! hmm she bought me lots of stuff!! yeah.. lots of shirts and outing clothings yeap. she rocks. tonite she bringing me to marina bay to watch fireworks. yeah.. hope to see you all there.. haha.
vemon and me were like smsin since yesterday nite -.-"- yea.. then i told him my birthday wish and dream larhh.. then i din expect him to say that he willing to help me go and fufil it.. no matter how much it cost. then i told him dun need to buy just tell me where it is i go see.. then gguess wad.. he said. he dun want me to just see it once.. he wants me to see it everyday cos he dun want to see me sad and becos its my dream ..thankiew.. kor.. you are so swt. and thoughtful really i'm very touched by u.. huggies ** love ya loadds. a grt friend and a caring brother is hard to find ..cherish everyone ard you.. nv gif up in your dreams and hope. cos that someone will always be there just for you..
yea i bought new hp cover le.. nicee~ haha sO pinkk. haha.. i can't wait to go out!! arhhh ((:
ndp tml le! must watch kaes.. cos i inside ma. yaya. haha.. no larh.. it really rocks tml sure cry de larhh..haisss.
i rockk.
u rockk.
we rockk.
cos we are there for each other
now.
always.
forever.
no matter wad.
((:
-walkin in the rain..
mixueLOVESyou Sunday, August 08, 2004
